I feel like I’ve been taking all the good people around me for granted. I have a number of people around me that do nothing but the best for me and then I go and treat them like shit. I’m suddenly realizing how much of a bad person I am. I need to change that not because I don’t deserve these people if I keep treating them the way I treat them. I’m slowly realizing that I’m starting to lose my mind. Slowly. I just don’t think I can do myself alone. I want the support and help from all those around me who truly love me. I just want to get better and become a better person if that’s possible. I don’t want to lose the people around me because of my selfish attitude. I’m tired of having sleepless nights feeling guilty about what I’ve done. If I just was a nice person all around I wouldn’t feel so guilty. I want to be a better person because I’m surrounded by such good people who love me.